I wrote that last post. Then got in the shower. Then thought about what I wrote. Then realized how ridiculous I sounded.

I do show emotions, but only to those I can trust. I may not be as trusting as I used to be, but alone the same lines as "innocent until proven guilty", I'm going to trust you until you become untrustworthy.

I was thinking about the above statement, as well, and realized how NOT GOOD of a way that is to go through life. Who wants to go through life automatically assuming that everyone you meet is at some point going to become "untrustworthy"? Apparently, that's exactly what I'm doing.

I like showing emotions. I like showing someone how much I care about them, how happy they make me, how much they really make me angry, how glad I am to see them, etc. The full spectrum of emotions, for the most part, I like showing to people.

I don't have a cold heart, and I'm not a "cold fish", as people have called me before. I'm careful with my emotions, because they do make me vulnerable. But I have no problem showing them.

Jeeze. I may be a bit ridiculous at times, but atleast I can call myself out on my own crap.