I'm tired of the life I'm living. I'm tired of waking up every single day and not feeling excited about what's to come. I'm tired of waking up every day and feeling like I don't have a purpose.

So, I'm giving myself a purpose. There is a program called Cross Cultural Solutions (CCS). And I'm going to do it. Not this summer, I need to raise the money first, but next summer absolutely. I want to go to either Ghana or Cape Town in Africa or New Delhi in India. The educational systems needs improvement (teaching teachers how to teach, helping in HIV and AIDS, working in the schools with young children, working to empower women, etc).

Please just pray for me. Pray that I have the fight to make this work. I've got to do something with my life, something worthwhile. Something that will benefit someone other than ME. I feel like such a selfish person, most of what I do is just for me. And I'm done being like that. Pray that I can turn someone's life around.