Thursday, November 4, 2010

Day 4!

Day FOUR of the "Thirty Day Challenge".

What are your views on religion?

This is a question that I've been struggling with for most of my life. I have severe issues with organized religion which is a direct result of the atmosphere I grew up in going to church. My church when I was younger was like a second home to me. But then the rector I grew up listening to retired, our assistant rector took over as interim rector, then he left and a brand new leader was brought in. He essentially tore our church apart and I know we are still struggling to overcome that. Now, I worship on my own schedule. Funnily enough, its usually in the shower when I do most of my praying and reflecting. Its the only time of day that I am completely alone and can be totally silent. Every morning, I pray for my family and my friends collectively. Then I pray for those I know need it most. I pray for those I want to help but can't. I pray for those that I've tried to help and failed. I pray for those who are suffering but also for those that are content. Lastly, I pray for myself, that I may find peace in this crazy and chaotic world and that I may find direction and purpose in my life. Starting every day with my own personal type of worship and religion is what works best for me, and I love it.

1 comment:

  1. I like it : ) God is everywhere. It's not like He doesn't listen if you're not in the right place when you pray.

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